The past two weeks have been stressful and frustrating. A week ago Sunday I was getting ready for church, and practicing a song I was to play on the piano that day. While I was playing I started to go numb in my hands, feet, and face. I thought that was weird, and by the end of the day the numbness and tingling had moved up my arms and legs, and was feeling pretty intense. I couldn't believe it! Could the Guillaine-Barre Syndrome (GBS) be coming back?
I researched in online (of course, as I always do), and found that GBS doesn't recur often- only 3-5% of the time. I knew I needed to figure out what was going on, though. I skipped my Monday morning run, and was able to get in with my family doctor, hoping for a referral to a neurologist. The doctor was very helpful and concerned, and he helped me get an appointment with a neurologist. I wasn't able to get in for a few weeks, but felt reassured that I could get more immediate attention if I felt like the symptoms were getting worse.
The wait was an emotional roller coaster. Some days I physically felt worse than others, and the whole time I wondered if I would end up in the hospital again. I was unsure if I'd have the energy to teach my piano lessons or do the piano camp that I had planned for last week. I decided to plow my way through it, and was physically exhausted by the end of the day. It was stressful, but I made it.
My appointment with the neurologist was yesterday afternoon, and I was nervous going to it. I don't trust doctors very much, and was worried I'd get an arrogant, cold doctor (that's how I think of specialists). Thankfully that wasn't the case. I saw Dr. Noah Kolb at a "U" clinic in Park City, and he was awesome. Jimmy and I laughed, because it makes you feel old when the specialist is younger than you.
He was a nice guy, though. Very thorough on the details as he took my history over the last year, and asking questions about my family's history of Charcot-Marie-Tooth Syndrome (a neurological disorder that runs on my dad's side of the family, that I don't have).
He did various strength tests, and he was surprised by how strong I was. He asked if I worked out :). This was weird, considering that I feel weak, and my arms and legs kind of feel like I'm lifting logs as I move them. He also tested my feeling by poking me various places with a pin. He also tested my reflexes, which were fine. He had a tool kind of like a tuning fork that he made vibrate, had me close my eyes, then he held it on to my arms/leg to see how long I could feel it vibrate. One time I could still feel after a long time, and he said that he couldn't even feel it anymore, so he was going to stop. Again, weird if I was feeling numb. How could I feel it so long?
In the end he said that I was just having a relapse of symptoms, but that it wasn't like a new bout with GBS. He said that was somewhat common, for someone who had had GBS to have a recurrence of symptoms later, triggered by something. He asked if I had been sick in the last month, and I had. I had a bad cold toward the middle of June. He said he thought that was the trigger. I mentioned that I had run Ragnar, and wondered if that had been part of the problem, considering how I pushed myself to exhaustion in the heat. He laughed and said no, that Ragnar was actually a great thing to have done. YES!!!!! Music to my ears. The best part was that Jimmy was there to hear it. He was convinced that Ragnar had caused my relapse, and I was worried my running days were over. In fact, he said that I should try to get out & be active as soon as I felt able and it would be good for me. YES! The best news ever!
I asked him if my symptoms could be Multiple Sclerosis (MS), because some of them matched up. He said no, because my symptoms were on both sides of the body, and MS usually occurs on one side, then works it's way around the body. MORE good news!
He ended up scheduling me for a EMG next month, some sort of electrical test that will test my nerve pathways. It's basically to give us a baseline for where I'm at right now, in case I start having these symptoms again later on.
When I got home I got on my computer and started researching (of course). At first I still couldn't find much about what I was going through, except for info on those who get it again and have to be treated again. I stumbled on the words "Residual Effects", and that was the key. It turns out that many people who have GBS have recurring symptoms, months or years later after having no symptoms at all. There isn't a lot of research on it because it's hard to study. But there are more & more reports out there to show this is the case.
Articles I found show that it's not the muscles that get weak, but because the Axons in the nerves have been damaged. The nerves have made repairs by branching out in different ways that before... many smaller branches, but they are weaker so can be damaged easier if overloaded.
A couple of very interesting things I found: They said often people will muscle test strong, in fact stronger than normal because the muscle fibers have increased, due to the increased nerve fibers (or something like that. Kind of hard to sift through the medical jargon). The weakness is from the nerves not firing properly (thus my strength surprising the doctor). It also said that people with relapse can have higher sensitivity (said technical terms that I don't quite understand, but thus my being able to feel that tuning fork vibration for so long). I think I'll make a copy of the article I read and send it to the neurologist & see what he has to say about it. Sounded spot on.
Hopefully I'll start to feel better soon, and get back to running. The doctor mentioned that now that I know it's not a full blown relapse that will be serious, maybe I will quit worrying and it will help me get better sooner. I pray that is the case.